Saturday, August 20, 2011

GLOOMY SUNDAY (mv)



Sunday is Gloomy,
My hours are slumberless,
Dearest the shadows
I live with are numberless
Little white flowers will
never awaken you
Not where the black coach
of sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought of
ever returning you
Would they be angry
if I thought of joining you
Gloomy Sunday!

Sunday is gloomy
with shadows I spend it all
My heart and I have
decided to end it all
Soon there'll be candles
and prayers that are said,

I know, but let them not weep,
let them know
that I'm glad to go

Death is no dream,
for in death I'm caressing you
With the last breath of my
soul I'll be blessing you

Gloomy Sunday
Dreaming
I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you
asleep in the deep of
my heart dear

Darling I hope that my dream
never haunted you
My heart is telling you
how much I wanted you
Gloomy Sunday
Gloomy Sunday

Friday, August 19, 2011



把限期提早好吗??

可是不能,不可以...

算了,挨过去吧...

很快就到了

我没感觉的,对不对

勇气

对啊,有很多东西都需要勇气的

我消失了这个东西

但出现了另一种

我需要解脱

你们就好好加油吧

很多东西都没办法完美的

不需要太放在心上

总有一天你会忘记的

祝福

take care

everything will be fine

I'm fine

Monday, August 15, 2011

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Thursday, August 11, 2011



选择,没有错

错在另一个人太执着

活该

论条件,差太远了

自己知道自己事

感觉是多余的

注重感觉的人很可笑

太搞笑了..

傀儡不需要任何东西

等命令下来就好了

难过?算什么?

一点都不重要

无聊的东西

不要那么搞笑了,感觉?表情?反应?

不太适合我





觉得自己变了,不懂怎么说

就觉得心不一样了

以前有天使与恶魔

现在恶魔占优势...

天使不知所终

感觉自己头上都长角了

笑容让自己都觉得自己假了

但不能不笑的...

我最真实的表情,就是没有表情

懂吗?

或许应该感谢让我的天使不知所终的人

因为自己有所改变

虽然不懂自己的改变是好还是坏

但有改变总比一成不变来得好

Tuesday, August 9, 2011



=X

没表情,没感觉

没感情,没知觉

没希望,没开心

没反应,没话说


死前的挣扎

Monday, August 8, 2011




出不来,也进不去

想找个地方发泄,却发现自己没有资格




本来说我会当个星星

星星永恒停留在那里守候着

默默地...

可是我发现当流星会比较好

虽然是一瞬间

但每次见到都可以给你一个愿望

虽然未必实现,但至少是个希望





=X

Saturday, August 6, 2011



最近

我发现我的天使消失了

就有撒旦在

天使已经被撒旦给杀了

我看着我可怜的天使无能为力

我随着撒旦走

发现自己越来越堕落

可是却不能回头,无法自拔

有时候我会冷静与理智的回忆天使

那时的我算是个好人

可是天使已经消失了

大家都在开心的看着我堕落

撒旦也不断的扰乱我

lol

欢庆吧...祝贺吧


halo, sky koo

不要觉得你自己好可悲...

你是好可笑,你可笑到了极点

真的无药可救了

我没眼看

去撞墙吧




Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???Why???



某人,最近还好吗?

现在反而轮到我说某人了

是真的很想念你

你要好好照顾自己

一切加油,好吗?

我在另一个星球等你

在某一个下一世等你





Value?


其实我还比较像傀儡吧?

小丑还有的选择...

可是我已判自己死刑了

我堕落的如此

你们会开心吧?

鼓掌!

谢谢




remind myself
I'm not belong with myself


每一晚都会听到自己心碎的声音

其实那只是碎片的声音

我知道自己不能走出这个难过的..

没办法了

为什么每天的感觉都如此恐怖?

我好害怕

我害怕明天,害怕下一秒

感觉太无力了

自己还是在颓废状况

我根本就做不到东西

还是让情绪控制自己

小丑,你是时候工作了

懂不懂啊



why?

Friday, August 5, 2011




我真的越来越没用了...

醒醒了,好不好...

我努力在忍了...

快要失去控制了...

我总是没办法处理好自己的情绪

像只疯狗一样到处咬人

你真的很没用...

你不该有情绪,不该有表情,不该有笑容

你什么都不该有

不控制好自己,你将会让所有的人嘲笑

所有人都在等着看你的好戏啊

你连一点点的感情也不能有

你是个小丑

请记得

你是个小丑


this world Is not belong with me..

all the things is not belong with me

I also not belong with myself



对身边所有事情感到失落

对自己感到失望

我已经完全堕落了吗?




hello, world

Do you hear me?

Wednesday, August 3, 2011



小丑

给予别人欢乐,不理会自己的感受

是伟大还是可悲?

我不知道自己能撑多久

但是现在只要我还在

随时可以服务





this world not belong to me


好痛苦!

好想死!

我真的很努力在撑了!

可是...




let me go..please

don't sad


世界那么大,可以让我呼吸的地方全没有...

不懂要怎样...

不懂自己在搞什么...

冷静点好吗??

这个世界没人会把自己放在眼里...

只要你做错,你就注定没办法翻身...

要好好注意,不要犯错...

每一步都必须小心...

不好好看着自己,将会不堪设想..





please take care of yourself

promise??

Tuesday, August 2, 2011



最近....好烦

总是有很多事情冲着我来....

家人...烦!

很多事烦...但最烦的就是assignment...

要跟上真的有点难,我总是迷失...

天,放过我好吗?

对我来说,现在最大的问题应该是flash吧~

真的很....a leh lu ya~

我也没心情去做...随便了...

反正时间不多了~

最近总是觉得好累...我真的累了

好累好累~

我对不起和我同group的朋友们,我总是像个废人,帮不上忙

最对不起就是miki了~

她们比我还累吧....

真的

累己累人...

好好努力吧


hello, sky

please be strong...and try your best


=X

有很多东西想说,可是说不出口

只想说,我很心疼

我真的很该死


rubbish of the world...

totally no use